Gonna post a bit of self loathing to get it off my chest.

As with my latest art: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/vassagocult/jucika-in-a-new-style

I'm trying to sort a style that is somewhat cartoonish, easy to use for animation, characters can still look attractive (for the style), and still seem solid for action moments.

It is particularly the speed aspect I'm trying to improve on. I have people who really like my work, but I'm soooo freaking slow with my art.

It's a mix of motivation and skill. On the motivation side, I don't draw every day. I'm lucky if I get motivated to do just one drawing every other week. A mix of not building a drawing habit as well as work tiring me.

I wish I was more consistant so I can improve and start making fun content like a welcomic, animations, and art for my video game. It severely holds me back. I have so many ideas yelling at me to get out but I can never quite get them on the screen.

It is at times depressing and makes me consider giving up and just playing video games and streaming.

Welp, got it off my chest. Good luck with your works everyone!